Untitled (12 2 20)
December 2020. Acrylic on canvas. 14 x 14 in.
Some paintings do quite a bit of wandering before they come home. This one started months ago as just a black gesture on white. It felt unfinished and…kinda lost. Didn’t know where to take it from there. It sat around for quite a while, until I got tired of looking at it and attacked it with the red. At that point I thought it was done. I didn’t love it, but I kept thinking I should learn to love it. I put it up on the studio wall with some others and it always felt lightweight, but I thought maybe it was just because it was…different. I finally put it in the stack to sign, photograph, varnish, and put away.
But when the time came to take those last steps I suddenly grabbed it and came after it with a big brush full of titanium white, and – presto! It found its weight, and its depth. It’s quite at home with the others on the wall now, even though it is somewhat different in style. It has made it home.
December 2020. Acrylic, ink, paper on panel. 10 x 8 in.
This piece, also, was one of the wandering stepsisters for a while. It began as one of the Aquaria, but despite a lot of fussing it fell short (it was not alone in this failure). The efforts to save it got more and more wild, including the cadmium yellow, until at a certain point all hope was lost and out came the brayer and opaque titanium white – time to wash clean. If it wasn’t to be an Aquaria, then it could be anything. That’s when things got fun again. The final touch was the three phthalo green stripes. They are actually deli paper painted, cut out, and collaged on. I secretly love stripes and was easily convinced they would be just the right thing here – which, in the end, I believe they were.
It occurs to me I should include this post on the thread about line, because both these paintings started with black line on white though they went far afield from that. But line starts so many of my paintings, that thread could start to become meaningless. I might include it anyway, though. Lines seem to be the heart of the matter.